dreams..

{this blog again has my freaking out moments..you know the ones where you talk to yourself but this time i wanna hold these thoughts so that i can read them later to remind myself of my most powerful strength-dreaming!!}


So there i was watching Grey's anatomy to keep myself busy and then i came across a magazine "India today" which had the cover story of 25 powerful women and it then came to my mind that yes ..why not..i can dream..dream to be a successful and powerful person someday. its not that i have to live the life of the ordinary. I'm in a position to choose and chase it.
i don't wanna spend my this life thinking about whose loving me and whose not and whose talking about me and what and what m i gonna wear and whats in the fashion and all nonsense..why not? because these are few things that you dont have control over so why waste time??

i can dream. I'm just 22. I can be myself. and try to chase my dreams. just that..umm..my situation as in the family situation is a Lil bit different..well practically different compared to my other friends and people around but then how does it matter..

i have a job. i do but i also have an option to do higher studies. i wanna do a lot of things..like
i wanna own a bike..or a car
i want to be at a powerful position like making important decisions for a comapny or own a company..
i want to do adventure sports
i want to learn about world history
i want to learn about music
i want to learn how to play guitar or piano
i want to do loads of gyming..(hehe. funny..i knw..but one needs loads of will power for that..and good enough reason..whihc i have..medically and all that..)
i want to read lots of books..novels,autobiographies,communications and networking etc etc..
i want to be in contact with as many people as possible
i want to adopt a child
i want to visit Italy and Greece and Rome
i want to make my own personal music library
i want to discover what I'm good at..what i would love to do for a long time..or is there ever something that u wanna do for a long long time?? sometimes i feel ill be bored. or maybe i haven't found the things that i wanna do for long long time.
 i am mansi.22.with B Tech.so now i can either start to prepare for IAS or for MS or for MBA.i guess i need to prioritize my wishes chronologically. how i can go about it and achieve it.i can make my life worth. i think everybody can.

it takes only your own will power and your own thoughts to do something that you wish to do at any point of time to make your own life happy..very happy.