she doesnt live nemore..

smiled..with a lost twinkle..

a hollow laugh
forgotten heart
lost soul
breathing..with no essence of life..
trying to build hopes..with broken faith..


Everything was right..every decision envied..with loads of dreams and full of enthusiasm she stepped in that world where life is on a roller coaster ride..made friends..had fun..had crushes..fights..resolutions..gossiping..she was leading a wonderful life..adding meaning to every moment live..
she had one rule..things are right..actions are right if none is hurt..and give in..cz thts wht keeps things goin..
until she followed it adamantly..right things hurt the peple she loved..
giving in was not considered enough..sacrificing principles was something she never agreed to..and that spoiled evrything she built.
no matter how much things got tough she had one way out..of writing it out..
she lost that channel too..

she now understands what it means to live two lives..
a successful career..an obedient daughter..a best freind to a brother..a shoulder for her friends..a bold girl
and a lost self..shattered dreams..confused mind..hopeless breaths..aimless day..and a broken heart..
in the same body..with same smile but lost twinkle..with same echo but hollow laughter..with same glances but distant eyes..same me with a locked soul..

she doesnt wish nemore..doesnt wait nemore..dsnt knw wht to hope for..dsnt knw if things are worse or just better..she dsnt live nemore.